Energy come back!

Ok seriously....I have had enough will all the sleeping issues I am having!  I cant sleep at night, which I am totally assuming its because I sleep in in the morning and take naps, but when I cant sleep at night I need the extra sleep during the day!  I believe that one day....ONE DAY it will come back, but man i really need to get it together!  I have so much cleaning that needs to be done and I need to get my house back in order!  How does one fix this problem?  I did it when Nevaeh was born...I never slept, but I guess being pregnant makes it harder!  I know that after the first trimester it gets before, as it as already started to get a lil better, but it isnt happening soon enough for me!  I just love how I can get on here day to day and just say whats on my mind!  Thank you Becky for making one of you own, so I could make one for me haha Good idea!
Well signing off for now!

My life in a nut shell!

my life is amazing, crazy, fun, stressful, and did I mention amazing?!  I don't really know who all is going to follow me and read these post, nor do I really care, it is just I guess for me, a way to get things off my mind and on to paper!  That way maybe I can learn to let my mind rest ha! So almost 8 years ago I started to date the most AMAZING man in the world!  I knew from the moment we started dating(ok maybe after a few months) that he was the man God sent for me!  I knew I would marry him!  We have now just celebrated our 6 year wedding anniversary!  We have had plenty of ups and downs, but I believe we have one of the strongest relationships I have ever seen, and trust me we have seen plenty of weak relationships in the past 7 1/2 years!  I wouldn't want to share my life with anyone else!  Back to the ups and downs, we have had our fair share, but I believe it has made us stronger today!  Which is not only good for us but good for our kids!  Ok so I guess now we are on kids haha!  I have wanted kids since the day we got married, but My strong minded David wanted to have a 5 year plan, now who really goes by their plans ha, but we did wait ALONG time(which to me seemed like eternity) We got pregnant in like 07 I believe, now I know this is a sucky part of our lives, but like I said made us who we are today, so I don't wanna leave it out!  I was about 4 months pregnant and lost the baby!  It was probably one of the hardest things God has sent our way!  It was especially hard on me(as I wanted a baby for so long, and feel being a mom is my only true reason for living) It took me about a year to I wouldn't say get over it, but maybe to heal from it, although it still pains me to think about it, it seems to get a lil better every year!  I think the one thing that gets me every time is when I have to go to the doctor and they repeat like 20 times this is my 3rd  pregnancy and have one living!  But it will get easier!  I think one of the things that made it easier was to find out why it happened...that made me feel like there was a light at the end of the LONG tunnel!  So Anyways I was in a deep funk for about a year...i wouldn't say I was completely depressed, but I was close and on my way there!  Then we decided one day or I believe God decided, to move us to Glenwood springs CO...Now that was an amazing time in our lives.  remember those ups and downs I was talking about, well we were on one of our down times...David and I were still in love, but didn't really know how to connect!  When we moved to CO it gave us a chance to reconnect!  It made our relationship so much stronger!  We stayed there for a while and were so happy, but God moved us back to Oklahoma!  At the time I had no clue why, because it was the happiest we had ever been, but soon after moving back I realized why he did!  In march 09 we found out we were expecting another baby!  It was truly a blessing!  I was so excited, although in the back of my mind I couldn't help but be scared, but I was really excited!  We found out in July that we were going to have a baby girl!  Finally after what seemed like a life time we had our beautiful baby girl!  Nevaeh Yvonne Smith! Now remember the 5 year plan my husband wanted?  Well we had her 3 months before our 5 year anniversary ha!  She is now 17 months old and she is the best little girl ever!  She has so much personality and is so full of life!  I could sit here and go on and on all day long, but I will just say that seriously she is so amazing and loved by so many!  Now in march 11' we found out God is going to bless us with another bundle of JOY!  I don't know at this point what we are having, but either way as long as its healthy it will be ok with me!  We have names picked out...RayAnn Marie(yes I just changed it from Rae to Ray) or Boomer Jenkins!  I cannot wait to meet this precious lil baby!  Sounds like we have had a pretty busy life!  It has been busy but the best life ever!  I will continue to put my thoughts, updates, dreams, and wishes down in my blog so my mind can rest!  I hope you enjoyed my long life story haha!  Next time(I hope) it wont be as long! Ha!  Well followers until next time...signing off..
Falon Smith